I wanna see mah freeends.

I've been thinking about this one kid lately. I hear the song he dedicated to me all the time. Ya know what I noticed? Rant Blog! Oh well, I don't mind.

W. F. T., huh Micah?

So. I haven't posted in a while. I was just... in trouble. Still am, actually.

I pretty much shot my summer to heck, and it sucks.

I thought this summer was going to be different, me going places, doing things, being able to live. But no. I have to be a total retard and mess things up. Wow, when you do something stupid, people's true colors come out. I have learned that who I thought were good friends don't actually understand at all. Joy.

On the bright side, I got up on the wakeboard. Then I let go, cause it freaked me out.
I wanted to bring the boys on my boat. What the. I'm so mad at my dumb self. IT WAS GOING TO BE A WONDERFUL SUMMER!! BLASPHEMIES. I wonder how long it will be until I am allowed to go places. I don't think it will be ANYTIME soon.

Coming back to the bright side, Driver's Ed class is over, although driving is not. I think I am doing a little better, I don't get so scared so easily, but it is very hard to listen in advance to directions and be able to comprehend them at all. Like, we are driving along, and I hear (kind of), "So up here, you will be in the right turning lane, so you have to make a left lane change almost immediately after you turn the corner, but make sure you check your blind spot." Uh, I was busy watching this light and my following distance, what did you say? "Don't you listen?? Okay, [repeats above statement]," and I still don't get it, so I just drive like a madwoman. Whatever.

The Unbirthday Song

Soooo. I am getting way better at driving. I didn’t scare people this time. And I didn’t “white-knuckle” it either. I did okay for being horribly inexperienced and the first driver.

Yesterday was Boyfriend’s 18^th birthday. He’s a legal adult now, although, like me, he doesn’t want to grow up. Yesterday was a sad day, and then an AMAZZZING day, then an interesting day, then a sadder than before. I suppose I was bipolar yesterday.

The sad part was that Boyfriend hadn’t invited Kryssa to do anything for his birthday… which made me realize I hadn’t been invited either. I was just sure it was a given that I was going to be there for his birthday. When I asked him about it, he said, “Well, I can only invite two people…” and that’s when I knew it was his two best boyfriends. Although I don’t mind, it was just kinda sucky that he never even told me about it. Plus, the other dumb boy that was invited was a stinking dumb jerk.

The AMAZZZING part was………. Amazing.

The interesting part was that I went to the birthday dinner (which boyfriend had to cook himself) anyways and chilled with him and his friends, but also got Boyfriend in trouble on his birthday for having to be taken home during dinner because Dad was mad at me.

The sadder part was I was going home. On Scott’s birthday. Unhappymaking.

I need to learn to color in the lines.

I'm one of those people that colors outside the lines and is proud of it. Unfortunately, in Driver's Ed, driving outside the lines freaks everyone out and is quite frowned upon and earns me a smack on the arm from this cute old man. Apparently I am only good at manuvering. My three-point-turn was good, but road driving sucked. I'm scared of cars.

boys.

I've seen Boyfriend every day this summer! I think it will end tomorrow, but hey, I'm not complaining. I've started Driver's ed today, and let me tell you, if my parents thought I was a bad driver, wait till they meet this one girl in my group.

After class, I walked to Kryssa's house from the school, and then came back to drive. I did well, other than the "OBJECTS IN MIRROR SEEM CLOSER THAN THEY APPEAR" and backwards parked seventy miles from the curb. I park fantastically well perpendicularly. I love driving. FUN.

After driving, boyfriend and I chill. I have a new obsession with cars, so I made boyfriend tell me about his (he talked to me in dummy language, I could tell) and I hope I remember these. I am pretty sure he thought I was an idiot.

Yesterday, the boys, Kryssa and I went to the lake and went swimming. Oh man, those boys are GIRLS. I stayed in the water, and the boys jumped out as soon as they jumped in. Unfortunately, there were some mooch tag-alongs that were making my dad mad, or else we would have been super fine. Then I went on a jetski (for the first time!!) with Kryssa, and of course, we crashed. Or, more like Kryssa and I both ended up in the water and the driver wondered what happened.

Above is a picture of the boys that came. :D Now dad's met everyone I know, pretty much. And dad likes Kryssa, I think, he threw us in the waters. Kryssa is currently milking her wounds, which is normal procedure, and I just feel bad apple with all the owies. I don't complain. Micah's still in New York.

I need clothes. I'm starving.

I have never wanted to go shopping more in my entire life.

Look at how beautiful they are. LOOK!!

Oh goodness. I need moneys. A job!! Good, job hunting today. Need to call best friend to come get her phone. You can see the errors with that. Call her house phone, you say? It's blocked.

I have a headache.

My two best dude friends just made blogs, and they treat it like a status update. It's kind of cute, I just have to say. And this is me when I try to do work in the library. Not good.

P.S. I need to clean my room SOOOO badly, but I can't bring myself to do it. I need some motivation. A new dress, maybe?? OH, speaking of which, Gramma bought me a $100 dress for no reason. And....... I didn't even ask for it. :D I'se lucky. In more than one way.

P.P.S. I have your sweater, dude. LAST DAY OF SCHOOL IS TOMORROW!

This is what DREAMS are made of!



I need a graveyard. AND A SCARY MOVIE.

Very scary. And some shots. Scary AND funny.

Good combination.

Gnomie needs to make a reappearance right now.

He would be funny as hell.

I'm definitely on the good ship lollipop.

Someone told me these cars are cool. I think I believe it. They are good luck.